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fukced up.

by will hyde

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~i wrote "fukced up." in a time when i was constantly feeling mood swings & unstable. it was the start of the whole lockdown situation & i generally just feel like life was a bit “eh.” i was questioning why i was changing & that made it harder. the whole thing with your mood is that you can only accept how you feel at that particular point in time. i was holding onto so many good feelings I had before that i was like “how can i feel this when yesterday I felt great? what’s the meaning of life if it’s this hard?“. i think the general takeaway I want people to have from it is that however you’re feeling is OKAY. sit with it & take the time to breathe for a second. in this world there are so many pressures to do things: whether it’s getting a job, making money or doing something that gives you purpose. i think sometimes we just need to take a step back & be like, “this is fukced up!“.~

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It’s so fukced up,
How did I fukc up?

Can I just cry on your shoulder
Last week I thought I was bipolar
I’m always an outsider
But I sorta like the way it feels

Everybody wants something from me now
And I don’t wanna let them down but I’m calling out
I think i’m falling
And i just need to love myself but there’s no way around
The thoughts inside my head that tell me drown, drown, drown

So just say it
You don’t love me like you used to
Cause I’ve been changing, yeah I’m changing
I don’t want to
If I could stay with you
Stay with you
I would
But love is for the weak
And I’ve passed that point

Yeah, I’m so fucked up
It’s so fucked up, yay
How did i fukc up?
Yeah, I’m so fukced up, hey
I’m out of my mind
If you hit my line
Just leave a message cause i’m gonna need some time

I keep my anger in my back pocket
But it comes out when I don’t want it, to
And I talk to myself when I’m on my own
cause i get down when i stare at my phone

Everybody wants something from me now
And i don’t wanna let them down but i’m calling out
I think I’m falling
And I just need to love myself but there’s no way around
The thoughts inside my head that tell me drown, drown, drown

So just say it
You don’t love me like you used to
Cause I’ve been changing, yeah I’m changing
I don’t want to
If I could stay with you
Stay with you
I would
But love is for the weak
And I’ve passed that point

Yeah, I’m so fukced up
It’s so fukced up, yay
How did I fukc up?
Yeah, I’m so fukced up, hey
I’m out of my mind
If you hit my line
Just leave a message cause I’m gonna need some time
Yeah I’m so fukced up

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released October 6, 2021

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will hyde Melbourne, Australia

trying to leave the world better than i found it
thank u for existing ~ let’s b friends 👼

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